#MBreview “Goodbye Paradise” by Sarina Bowen

Goodbye Paradise (Hello, Goodbye, Book 1)

by Sarina Bowen

Genre: MM Romance

 My musings…

5 Paradise CROWNS

Sarina Bowen has completely knocked it out of the park with her newest MM romance.  These boys are absolutely lovable, their story is heartbreaking and hopeful, and the writing, as always, is impeccable.

This story follows Caleb and Josh as they try to find their footing in the real world while navigating their feelings for each other, which they have had to repress for the last 19+ years. From the very beginning, readers hearts will ache for Josh.  When first being introduced to his character, readers can tell his heart is pure and good, and that he lives his life trying to fly under the radar.  What will really pull on the heartstrings, though, is his internal dialogue pertaining to Caleb and his unrequited love he has to suppress. Josh is incredible sensitive and even intuitive to the needs of others. Nurturing by nature, Josh excels at taking care of others, and once he escapes the confines of the compound, these attributes are seen as honorable characteristics versus ones to be ashamed of.  Seeing Josh undergo such a transformation as the novel progresses is such a joy to watch, and I found myself feeling like Maggie and Washington, proud of him for who he became.  Caleb is much more dominant of the two, the protector and provider.  Readers will fall in love with him for the way he cares for Josh and for the way he gently pushes him for a public relationship without shoving him over the line.  Caleb is constantly aware of what Josh needs and goes to great lengths to provide for him emotionally and physically. One aspect of his character that hurts to watch is his inability to let go of his guilt.  He harbors a ton of self-loathing over what he feels he should have done to help certain characters in the story, which results in not only hurting himself but the people he loves most, especially Josh at times. Luckily, just as Josh does, Caleb evolves and learns to let go of the culpability he feels, allowing this couple to finally move on together from their experiences at the Compound.

I love the secondary characters of this story just as much as I love Caleb and Josh.  They earn my adoration for the unwavering acceptance and support of both boys. Without these secondary characters, these two would have struggled to survive, to adjust to their new loves, and to find acceptance in the world for their love.   Washington, Daniel, and Maggie all help and support them in their time of need, and their care for Caleb and Josh makes me love them all the more.

This story, like all of Sarina Bowen’s MM romance,  is just beautiful.  Every moment between Caleb and Josh is filled with so much love, and even when readers get the climax of the story and the intense standoff between the characters, it is clear that love is what drives the confrontation.  What makes this story so engaging is seeing this couple change and grow independently as well as together.  Seeing them deal with the emotional damage of the compound, the struggle of going public, and the handling the conflict of the story not only serves to develop Caleb and Josh as a character, but ultimately weaves a story the exhibits the reformative powers of love.  Together, these two heal and become stronger, showcasing all the ways love is transformative.

Goodbye Paradise will be going into my favorite romances, and Caleb and Jacob will be taking one of the top spots as one of my favorite couples. Their story is absolutely engaging from the beginning of the story with its fully evolved characters, story of hope and love, and artfully constructed plot, and Sarina Bowen exemplifies the beauty of love and promotes that idea that everyone deserves it and has a right to celebrate it, which is a message that should be read by all.

ARC received in exchange for an honest review.


Most people called it a cult. But for twenty years, Josh and Caleb called it home. 

In Paradise, there is no television. No fast food. Just long hours of farm work and prayer on a dusty Wyoming ranch, and nights in a crowded bunkhouse. The boys of the Compound are kept far from the sinners’ world.

But Joshua doesn’t need temptation to sin. His whole life, he’s wanted his best friend, Caleb. By day they work side by side. Only when Josh closes his eyes at night can they be together the way he craves.

It can never be. And his survival depends on keeping his terrible desires secret.

Caleb has always protected Josh against the worst of the bullying at the Compound. But he has secrets of his own, and a plan to get away — until it all backfires.

Josh finds himself homeless in a world that doesn’t want him. Can Caleb find him in time? And will they find a place of safety, where he can admit to Josh how he really feels?

Warning: Contains a hot male/male romance, copious instances of taking the Lord’s name in vain, and love against the kitchen counter. This book was previously released under the title: In Front of God & Everyone.

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About the Sarina Bowen:

sarinabowenSarina Bowen is a USA Today bestselling author of contemporary romance and New Adult fiction from the wilds of Vermont.

Her Ivy Years and Brooklyn Bruisers books are hockey romance novels. These two connected series began breaking hearts in 2014 with The Year We Fell Down. See http://www.sarinabowen.com for updates.

HIM and US are the bestselling, hockey LGBT novels co-written with Elle Kennedy. HIM is also a finalist for the Romance Writers of America’s RITA® Award.

For lovers of angsty snowboarders, Sarina also writes the Gravity series, featuring snow sports heroes.

Sarina enjoys skiing, coffee products and a nice glass of wine. She lives with her family, six chickens and more ski gear and hockey equipment than seems necessary.

She would be honored to connect with you at http://www.sarinabowen.com.

Happy reading,


  1. I am dying to read this one!! I finally read Him the other week so I’m going to read Us, just to close that particular MM loop, and then read Goodbye Paradise.

  2. I need to catch up on my Sarina Bowen books. I have six on my kindle. I really need to stop checking out library books and concentrate on reading those!

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